Happy birthday To me!!

This year 2012 is a very special year,

In this year, The olimpic game is held in london,

And my idol - lin Dan won the second gold medal for badminton men single,

He also publish the first book - Until the end of the world 

Actually this year is my last teen birthday for me,

next year i will me 20 ,

The 2 symbolize old,

But i had read something on newspaper,

When you always have the young spirit, you will always feel young,

haha, i think i will,

This year my birthday (chinese lunar calander ) meets the english date,

It's is a very special date for me,

As my mum said,

i was born for the MidAutumn Festival,

I ate more mooncake rather than cake,

But my aunt bake chocolate brownies for my birthday,

Kinda special too,

My f6 friends create celebration for me in Kajang Pizza hut,

We just normally celebrate it,

With a blackforest cake - my favorite cake,

And a handmake card and apple,

Because they said i look like an apple,

Anywhere as long i didnt seem like a poodle as my indian friends said,

lol..

I recieve a message via facebook from my old old friend who now studying in japan,

He is a good listener,

We had successfully maintain our 9 year friendship,

although we actually have different friends, different topic, different living,

We do not stay connected everyday but once in the while,

I appreciate it very much,

For me,

I actually care more people think of me rather than myself,

I take friendship important for me 

but im afraid of  getting hurt sometime,

Something had wrong with my temper, 

But when i feel right about it, 

although you are my friend but i still will telling you the truth,

Am I wrong??

I still wondering with no answers,

My presents still pending yet,

haha, i wonder what is that,

but i knew it one of it is lin dan's book!!

The book i want it for long time,

My mum had give me a new handphone as my birthday present,

Haha,

finally my phone can get mp3!!

It is great,

And a bag i ordered via net,

I wonder how it looks like,

Well, After that -  deng deng deng deng,

My best friends sent me message at 12 am,

She is my best friend ever,

although we are in different places now and hardly to meet up,

but i still wish her all the best in her exam and future,

everything will change,

but i sincerely hope that our friendship can last long,

Lastly is my little brother lee song en,

I forgive you that you had forgotten my birthday 

since your exam is right around the corner

Hope you can do very well in your exam..

LAst but not the least,

I hope that :

- everyone can stay healthy, happy,

- get good result in my stpm,

- everyone will become better in this world XD

Love you !!! 

Argue

Something i need to express here,
Today, it really ruin my day,
Actually is kinda bad talking people here,
But I really cant stand at all,
And I really dont understand why people can keep complaining the same thing in few days,
I really peace off,
I just want to say that,
The world is not fair,
Nothing is going to be fair in this world,
The child instinct is going to be left in the old old world,
right now,
people are all about you can or you cant,
And sometimes because you own specialties or  others,
You may get thing faster and easier than somebody that more better and hardworking than you,
Even that you argue you wont get actually what you want,
It affects your day, your mood and your believe,
Trust in people and have faith in someone is good,
But it is different in each situation,
I think if you satisfy for what you have, you will be happier,
Life is just simple thing,
Dont mess up and end up with complication,
But i think maybe is my problem also,
I need to reduce my anger and my tone,
Next time i must be more ladylike,
If not people thought i'm scolding them,
Actually,
sometime kinda sad also,
I felt i always need to change my character to adapt into this world
But i think people always need to be corrected,
I do think i need to be more calm and patient all the while,
AS im growing up,
But i think the point that should be understand is,
everyone need to grow up
get connected to this world
and not just kept into your own world,
world is full of lot of different kind of people,
You easily get hurt if you keep in this form,
That all i want to say,
Just be rational,
Problem finally can be settle,
fought for nothing ending up to be zero,
Beyond the comparison,
What can you interpret from here,
Different people do different thing,
There is no way to argue that you are not worth it or what
But you never loose anything even you do more than others,
During the process,
you actually gain many experiences and knowledge that other does not
enjoy the process
you find you will be happy with it
and you have to thank you the person who ask you to do the thing,
because you may get use of it in future,
If you doing loose thing, you wont gain thing,
So why not we do it happily??

Be happy

- LiVe IS SimPle -

Life is Simple,
Be Who You are,
Be what you think,
Be glad,
Because you still breathing still air
You are still live
Appreciate what you have,
That's Life!!

September in 2012

- Hello September 2012 -

THE year of 2012 finally enter september,

I always like september,

The 9 words is meaningful to me,

because my date of birth is make up of 4 nine from 9 words,

haha..

However, this year september is hectic for me,

I just nearly finish my trial paper,

Oh my god, 

The question is very very tough..

How could i insert all 70 plus chapter in my head??

I need to find a alternative way for it..

Still have a paper to go - biology paper 1,

But the important part had all screw in 1 whole week,

This week just like a nightmare to me,

Coughing nearly 1 month still not getting better,

Plus i didn't get enough sleep, everyday day only sleep 4 to 5 hours,

My eye bag can fight with the panda now,

haha.. terrible look now = =

Still have a few couple month to go for my stpm,

If you ask me whether I am really for the test,

I definitely say NOT YET!!

Not confident in every subject, even math, 

somehow i felt is very very tough indeed,

Need some relaxation space ><

How about 60 years later? How will my book looks like?

perhaps few month later - my real holidays will be coming soon,

but before that,

I guess i really need to sacrifice a lot,

waiting my vacation next year!!

Will going Bali Island with my 8 high school friend together!!

It's amazing, so cool right?

We had book the air ticket!!

Waiting for the 31 March next year..

Suddenly feel like my life is like touch and go,

When i graduate for primary school,

I didn't contact with my friends until now,

Actually i did miss the time we mixed up together,

But after when i shifted to my house right now,

I no longer contact with them anymore,

It makes me sad sometime,

I wonder whether i will meet the same situation every time i graduate?

Still questioning myself,

Relationship regarding friendship, family is always the thing i thinking of,

But right now i still cant get the answer i want,

Perhaps is my problem

The day is rainy in these past week

My condition is not good now,

need to regain back my health and my mood,

Let's share some luck to all of you,

And me too ..

Goodluck!!!