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Friday, 15 February 2013


Happy working, 
The first.day of working during chinese new year.  


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Thursday, 14 February 2013

Hello Lee Pei Khim,
Looks like going to confess to you,
Haha,
But Firstly i would like to wish you a very late Happy Belated Birthday to you my dear,
You Are Officially 20 year old this year,
Sound like 20 is a matured symbol,
Many things will dream of and many things have to do,
First of all,
maybe you can get a boyfriend soon, and kick me out in facebook relationship,
But I hope you will having a bright future,
Maybe can be your roommate if both of us get into NUS,
Hope you can will always be happy, cheerful, and pretty all the time - like now.

Next...
Happy Chinese New Year to you,
This year perhaps will be a memorable year for you,
because your birthday fall on the first day of chinese new year,
Huat ah,
Sure be good luck this year :)

Hmm.. opps looks like nothing to tell much,
And Lastly..
Happy Valentine Days..
Valentine although somehow means for couple,
but it do can celebrate among besties,
Best friend forever,
Maybe sister can be describe among us,
We can talk anything,
the things that happen in our life,
although we are not practices separate life,
having different friends,
different kinds of studies and stay in different area,
we are hardly to meet,
only couples of time in a year?
But i do hope our friendship will be continuing and keep connected until we become grandmother,
It is hard to maintain it,
But maybe we are the exception?
Haha..
7 years friendship,
sound like quite loooong,
But i felt time passes very fast,
still remember the first time we met in form 1,
but i forgot when we become so closed.
Apologize for my stubborn and easily angry attitude,
Sometime i easily get angry with people, and i get frustrated easily,
And the words i spoke may hurt you sometime,
But i do really appreciate you  as one of the people that brighten my high school life,
A person who cares of me,
A person who can always tolerate my tempered,
A person who plays very important role in my life,
I'm glad to meet you,
As your friends,
As your besties,
Will never forgot there is the one who hold my hand went through my teenagers life,
Thank you to you,
And All the best in your life.

Lee Pei KHim,
Happy Chinese New Year + Happy Belated Birthday + Happy Valentine Days









Friday, 8 February 2013

Happy Chinese New Year

The day turns hotter,
The sun is sparkling,
All heavy sunshine enter the house,
The housing area of mine,
Fully decorated with red tanglong, etc..
Everything in red,
Bright colour indicate the mood of Chinese nEw yEaR,
Yeah baby, It's chinese new year,
The year of the snake,
BUt i dont have the new year mood this year,
i dont know why,
perhaps when you grow elder,
you starting to worry many things,
and you need to help doing a lot of house chores,
It is absolutely tire,
Baking biscuit, baking cake, sweeping, mopping, cleaning house,
Arranging ect...
I am tire,
i need to do the work after i get back from my work place,
so i dislike it :(
But i get to having some break during chinese new year,
maybe will be doing some reunion with relative - but it is sucks
haha,
the most important is my baby brother is coming back,
so at least i can meet him again,
that is the most exciting things..
Well, just Happy Chinese New Year to everyone!!!!

Happy Chinese New Year

Wednesday, 6 February 2013

Outing with grace

Having a great time with one of my senior grace ng in pavillion for lunch, two of us went for steamboat. 
Full till no need eat for dinner. 
Have a great time with her .

Latest photo before work

Have a photo before going to work, what a nice day because im going to have a chinese new year break!!!!^ ^

The chinese new year mood with peacock in the garden, midvalley, malaysia.

THe News of 2013

It's 2013,
The feeling is not too strong for this year,
But this is the longest time i spent with my little brother,
He had to wait for his o-level result in order to get a place for a-level,
So he went back late than usual, earlier January,
And he back in Jan a week later,
I manage to do some shopping with him,
Actually i manage to talk to him more compare to last time,
Not sure why,
As i grow elder, i hope i can do better in relationship area,
Either Friendship or Family.

Stepping into the 20th year of my birth,
I gonna say goodbye to all my teen,
No more teen for me,
I do appreciate it very much,
Learn to share and learn to protect myself,
Neither you or me is going to let me down,
I do have a grey time in past couple weeks I keep having doubt to myself,
Keep thinking that i cant do everything i had thought off,
The feeling is terrible and it ruin my day very well,
I started to afraid of facing my result that is going to release soon in march,
I lost all my confident in all of the sudden,
I started to become weak and i have no faith at all to myself,
And i dont express my weakness to everyone,
maybe i just not familiar to do this because i used to be a listener, rather than a speaker,

Almost more than i month, i kept myself into struggle,
That time i havent found any job yet, so i really have a rainy day all the time.
Because i keep facing failure in my life,
The emotional is not too stable perhaps some parts due to my female hormones,
I dont know why my friends always trust me to be a confident, strong and of course determine person,
They found me ambitious,
But i dont get any of it within myself sometimes,
maybe libra just always suspicious to themselves,

In this 2013, I always hope my dream come true,
But in reality it come in the others way,
It really disappoint me,
however,
I'm still figuring out who am I,
Maybe others may understand more about myself rather than I do,
Double standard feeling keep loitering,
I still thinking the best future for me,
I still wondering between nutrition and pharmacy courses,
And i still hope that i manage to get in NUS or University of Tokyo rather than malaysia public university, Just wish i can have the chances to explore the outer world than kept myself in a small area,
I' not sure whether my dream come true but everything i wish is not a dream to me anymore.
I'm not that blogger type who have many colorful picture or interesting stories,
I wrote just about what I'm thinking,
Expressing in my own world, keep myself secure,
although i have no visitors,



...................... Just being who I am.