The time where complication meets,
I just feel like walking in the jungle,
Seeing many pathway of road,
Which road should i take?
The left one, the right one,the middle one but it just cant step back,
Things just moving forward but i just hope somehow it can moves backward,
My result is going to release soon,
During Chinese new year, i went for prayers,
And i get a wish upon my god,
the result that the god give me isn't very good,
that time i just feel that I'm heading to the Earth,
What if i didn't manage to get what i expected?
Many question starting to come in my mind,
What courses suit me and what i want,
Actually i all what i want or what can i get?
I think should be the second one rather than the first one,
i still remember when my spm result released,
my result just hanging in the middle of the grade,
Disappointment feel on top of me,
i cant go anywhere,
i just get into form six,
two years passes,
the time to get another results of mine,
I am afraid to face this awkward situation anymore,
it's determine my future,
my career,
my life.
nothing much i can do just let it be,
When this kind of feeling crush into vacation mood,
it create complication,
Actually I do have a the feeling of looking forward the vacation date,
Just because i need to online check all the hotel things, the places,
And i just peace off sometimes while communicate to some human being,
But i had pay for the air ticket,
if not, i wont get along with them
But bali sounds a great place for me,
I guess i will enjoy it,
4 days,
i need to take leave for my work
and besides working as clerk,
i am going to teach tuition,
money money money,
all my mind is just earning money,
need to pay a lot of fees while entering university.
if i have the chances i will never entering local university
i hope i can enter uk and japan university,
Hong kong and singapore also not bad,
but i wish i can get away from home,
experience life in a stranger country.
Nothing can do but just WAIT..
