My Life, My Love

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Tuesday, 23 December 2014

sleepless night : Insomnia in UKM

Its 4.06am in the morning, again and again,
being insomnia in UKM countless time,
the first night i never sleep in UKM,
rolling in the best for different position ,
Finally when it is 5.45 am
i give up my intention to sleep
instead i on my laptop and start to blog,
Tomorrow 9am i will be having lecture and mock test,
well,
i doent finish prepare it and i dnt really care
as my sleeping quality is totally being disrupted
The frustration feeling and the ill feeling make my migrain getting worst
I wanna sleep badly but it doent allow me...
Btw thanks for the person accompany me whenever i need help
Always wake me up in the morning although the person doent need to wake up at that time,
it feel warm,
really..
Thanks for being all this while,
Truly appreciate it very much,
few day back,
all of the sudden,
i discover the best word is not I need you,
The best word is the word is I will take care of you,
It sounds normal and simply but this is the most powerful words in word,
It touches deeply into the heart,
thank you,
alway be good to me,
but somehow,
it good for keeping it a distance
a security for prolong the relation,
Drowning into the water,
I let myself drown but  feel sick of it,
It leaves to the heart,
let it be what it wanna be
endless night....