蓝月

如果我不再仰望天空
是否
我就失去了梦的自由？

遗忘

有时候

很想拚命留住什么

却握不住手中的余辉

生命中有许多的不可能

往往无法像电视情节皆大欢喜

生命或许必须经历许多的无奈和无助

但是我们往往都因承受不住而落荒而逃

失去常比不曾拥有幸福

毕竟失去让我们想起曾经拥有的痛苦记忆

如果

我们连记忆都无法停留

至少我们曾经体会喜怒哀乐的滋味

希望

或许对有些人来说是动力

可是往往的是残忍的渴望

当你渴望

总是追逐你的梦想

却没有机会将心中的梦留在指缝间

那是残忍的温柔

逐渐吞噬奋斗的意志力

多可悲的剧情

或许什么都不要会比较幸福

A place where Future belongs

Entering the 20^th June 2013, it seems like I have been months do not update my blog.

All of the sudden, I felt that I have nothing to write out;

Perhaps I just have no sense of writing it.

Entering the mid year of 2013,

What I can say is I actually entering a new path of life,

Since last year 2013,

I’m be working out as a general clerk in a company nearby my house area

Working life is totally different from study,

What can I say is,

When you make mistake during your study you can actually correct it

However there is no second chance for you doing the same mistakes

Be cautions of everything you do.

Sometime might be very busy but sometime you are boring as fallen asleep soon.

Daily repeating the same job everyday,

Makes your life dull

No excitement, freaking boring – Sien..

Haha

However life aren't always colourful and beautiful all the time,

Weekends are my precious moment,

I an actually have enough freedom to do what I want all the time,

I can play games, watch movie, listen to music, hanging out with friends, sleep etc

Al I know that this kind of life will be continue for nearly 2 months to go,

Because soon I will get my university acknowledgement by next month,

Kinda worry but I hope I can get what I want,

The problem is what course I wanted the most?

That is always been a question for me,

Since I wanted pharmacy so much for these years but I knew I cant get it

Due to me very very sucks result

Is it the right choice that I choose chemical engineering or nutrition as my future choices?

Facing a dilemma situation now

My future plans are all breaking up now

I need to re-strategy back my future,

But I still find the back way to alter all my problems condition now

Perhaps I can get the best for myself

But at this moment time being

I just still figuring what I am actually

Understand myself seems harder than others else,

I think I just lack of some confidences within myself

Regain back the strength to be cheerful and charming is a tough question for me

Because I always looks confident in front of people,

Having a strategy plan for my own

All i need to do is sit and wait for temporary moment 

and 

I need to get back into my express way soon

I will find it one day

No matter how long it takes

All it is about is being as me - Lee Wan Ying

The toughest thing is the life is compete and win yourself

But i take it as a challenge,

Life isn't all about challenging ??