A place where Future belongs

Entering the 20^th June 2013, it seems like I have been months do not update my blog.

All of the sudden, I felt that I have nothing to write out;

Perhaps I just have no sense of writing it.

Entering the mid year of 2013,

What I can say is I actually entering a new path of life,

Since last year 2013,

I’m be working out as a general clerk in a company nearby my house area

Working life is totally different from study,

What can I say is,

When you make mistake during your study you can actually correct it

However there is no second chance for you doing the same mistakes

Be cautions of everything you do.

Sometime might be very busy but sometime you are boring as fallen asleep soon.

Daily repeating the same job everyday,

Makes your life dull

No excitement, freaking boring – Sien..

Haha

However life aren't always colourful and beautiful all the time,

Weekends are my precious moment,

I an actually have enough freedom to do what I want all the time,

I can play games, watch movie, listen to music, hanging out with friends, sleep etc

Al I know that this kind of life will be continue for nearly 2 months to go,

Because soon I will get my university acknowledgement by next month,

Kinda worry but I hope I can get what I want,

The problem is what course I wanted the most?

That is always been a question for me,

Since I wanted pharmacy so much for these years but I knew I cant get it

Due to me very very sucks result

Is it the right choice that I choose chemical engineering or nutrition as my future choices?

Facing a dilemma situation now

My future plans are all breaking up now

I need to re-strategy back my future,

But I still find the back way to alter all my problems condition now

Perhaps I can get the best for myself

But at this moment time being

I just still figuring what I am actually

Understand myself seems harder than others else,

I think I just lack of some confidences within myself

Regain back the strength to be cheerful and charming is a tough question for me

Because I always looks confident in front of people,

Having a strategy plan for my own

All i need to do is sit and wait for temporary moment 

and 

I need to get back into my express way soon

I will find it one day

No matter how long it takes

All it is about is being as me - Lee Wan Ying

The toughest thing is the life is compete and win yourself

But i take it as a challenge,

Life isn't all about challenging ??