the cycle of the night

The day turn dark... it's night again..
When day turn dark and the dark turns bright...
It is a continuous cycle where it cant be stop or fasten
u might think it is a cruel fact that u cant control
but yet u may feel the helpless of the human being
WHAT CAN WE DO?
That sounds be a good question...
But what can i do? Is a question or it is a sentence?
It need go be figure out by my ownselves...
An insonia night...
when the time im should be sleeping
But what am i do is im here,
continue my long time discarded blog..
when i finally finished my 2 semester which was the first year of my degree life,
And yet my results are out,
it seems not too bad,
still have about 3.71
but the problem is until now im still wondering what am i studying is the right for me
Sometimes i just feel unsecure and inconfirm about myself
Am i doing the right thing?
However i feel myself getting worse in differentiate the good and the bad
joining the buddhist club in the next semester
listening to many opinion
but yet i still joining
maybe it just is an excitment
A sudden mind that i accidentally go for agm a d be what i am now...
I always feel that im a double personality person
In deep myself i feel there is a 2 person pulling each other within myself
a very grey and despair and a happy me
and my emotion changes rapidly
like what im doing is a emo part of me,
emo for nothing
but i knew the confident lee wan ying is soon vanishing
left a none me behind
it just some expressation
Perhaps the night is too suitable for loneliness person,
the night....
The soundless but unhappy night..

Gute natch..