Dismay

Suddenly i felt very depress today, a little bite of dismay,
The feeling is worst,
I cant even drive smoothly today,
nearly i met an accident,
What's wrong with me,
Cant even concentrate very well,
focus,
What am i doing?
I think I'm going to Fail in my chemistry paper,
When i see the question,
i was shivering,
My brain is 99% blank,
What is that, and how about that?
I dont even remember at all,
I didnt finish studying my organic chemistry,
Even the chapter i had finished,
I yet cant remember at all,
All about oxidation, reflux, addition, neutrophilic, electrophillic,
All process mixing up together,
I forgot Sb is antimony,
I felt very bad today,
my mood is totally disrupted,
I feel like shouting,
My mood is now at maximum stages,
feel like going to be insane soon,
i still have my bio and math paper to go,
I never felt this before,
All my cell had been stress up to the max,
I couldnt sleep well,
sleep couple hour and study,
but yet i still cant answer the question,
i just want to express,
express all my ill-feeling,
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