It's always been like this,
but i do not know why.
it's getting easier to hurt myself,
whenever tears drop,
i warn myself never let's it fall apart my face,
i knew that i must be strong enough to withstand everything
but the feeling of being alone never makes me feel better
All of the sudden, I never knew that i do not understand my brother at all,
after somehow i found out that he is no longer that little boy,
he had grown up,
But when he met problem,
he never has the chances and people to express,
Just once i went to Singapore for 3 days,
I went with my family, 2 aunt and my mother,
Actually we just plan to visit my brother because we had long time never meet up,
Another time then we went to visit Singapore.
During dinner, he suddenly talk many thing to me,
Within a second, i felt that he seems like a stranger to me,
I never knew that there is a gap in between us in this 4 years apart,
I never knew that he is lonely,
He is always lonely since primary,
He had no friends,
He always walk all by himself,
He never open up his heart
until there is someone who really concern and take care him
He felt he is alive as human not immortal,
He enjoy his live very well,
He likes somebody,
I felt that he has same character as me,
we both are the same,
We thought we never need friend,
We will never get hurt if we never gave
He want to change his lifestyle,
But a rumours bring him back to the earth,
He is now in complication,
He suffers, he is in pain,
I never knew that that period has bring huge impact on him,
I thought i'm the only one,
I wish i can relief his pain,
i want help him away all this pain,
I'm helpless,
I hope that he is happy,
Just happy i never knew this talent has bring a lonely life to him,
I never notice it all this while,
i felt that i'm a failure,
I'm never been pass to become a sister,
Fail in every single thing is my life,
I knew he manage to solve this all by himself,
He knew to apologise,
He learn the way to communicate,
I hope i manage to see the New Brand Of Him,
The person full with confidence, full with intelligent,
More patient, more sensible, more happy,
Wish he can enjoy the life till the fullest,
I'm glad, he trust me,
He told everything to me,
He allow me to read their conversation,
I appreciate it,
Take care well, my dearest, the only I had,
XD..
With great love ,
wanying
But when he met problem,
he never has the chances and people to express,
Just once i went to Singapore for 3 days,
I went with my family, 2 aunt and my mother,
Actually we just plan to visit my brother because we had long time never meet up,
Another time then we went to visit Singapore.
During dinner, he suddenly talk many thing to me,
Within a second, i felt that he seems like a stranger to me,
I never knew that there is a gap in between us in this 4 years apart,
I never knew that he is lonely,
He is always lonely since primary,
He had no friends,
He always walk all by himself,
He never open up his heart
until there is someone who really concern and take care him
He felt he is alive as human not immortal,
He enjoy his live very well,
He likes somebody,
I felt that he has same character as me,
we both are the same,
We thought we never need friend,
We will never get hurt if we never gave
He want to change his lifestyle,
But a rumours bring him back to the earth,
He is now in complication,
He suffers, he is in pain,
I never knew that that period has bring huge impact on him,
I thought i'm the only one,
I wish i can relief his pain,
i want help him away all this pain,
I'm helpless,
I hope that he is happy,
Just happy i never knew this talent has bring a lonely life to him,
I never notice it all this while,
i felt that i'm a failure,
I'm never been pass to become a sister,
Fail in every single thing is my life,
I knew he manage to solve this all by himself,
He knew to apologise,
He learn the way to communicate,
I hope i manage to see the New Brand Of Him,
The person full with confidence, full with intelligent,
More patient, more sensible, more happy,
Wish he can enjoy the life till the fullest,
I'm glad, he trust me,
He told everything to me,
He allow me to read their conversation,
I appreciate it,
Take care well, my dearest, the only I had,
XD..
With great love ,
wanying
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